I am not in the mood for touchy writing today.
In order not to get psico and wander around my house like a crazy person, doing absolutely nothing except crying and thinking about how miserable I felt, I decided to get out of my house and have a sleepover at a friend's house. God, it was good to me. Have you ever felt like you couldn't sleep? Almost afraid to get in your bed because you already know that you'll get insomnia? I have been feeling like that from a couple of weeks back to now.
So, I walked to the station, picked up the train, and went to my friend's house.
I met lots of people, watched a couple of movies, went to see the city at night and was able to sleep. A lot! And then, in the other day, we went to the beach and later to a park, a very beautiful, romantic one... I started getting all nostalgic and it was about time to get home...so I picked my thinks up at her place and got to the train once again.
Came home to my room mate, we cooked, chatted and watched tv. Later, when I got to bed, I just knew that it would be hard, but with some effort and happy thoughts, I could finally sleep.
Everything will come to it's place eventually. I don't feel ready to be alone, but if I have to, I'll find my strength. It goes against my nature to give up from hard situations.
So now, all my strength has to be focused to my Media History test tomorrow. Oh God...
I hope everybody's life is going accord to their plans and, if not, better than that.
Love,
Mariana <3
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