Taking Love for a walk outside of Lisbon

Although I haven't been writing much in this blog, I have been doing so in a new book I bought which sort of became my diary.

These days I went back at home, spent the Easter with my family, which was nice and I got the time to hang out with my old school friends. Before I came I got the time to spend the best days of these season, followed by the worse. That's sort of what happens when you reach the highest point of your relashionship and the other person decides that he/she doesn't have the hability to keep with it anymore. The reason? In my case, he was afraid of how important we were becoming to each other, and it became scary for him.

It's hard to deal with a person like him, you get the best of him, and the worse then. The best times were spent with him, and at the times I cried the most (lately)..he was the cause for my tears.

And now, if a guy speaks with me and I can feel his interess in me I'm not able to correspond at all and I actually feel as if I was cheating a guy with whom I have no relashionship at this moment. Normal? Not at all...! But I'm not the standard relashionship girl. At some points, I'm the most old-school-minded-girl I know.


I wish I could be more poetic some times...but I guess I'll have to leave it for another time :)

Enjoy your holidays!

Love,
Mariana <3